20261012_215742 the Excitement
tags: rawblogThe worst thing in the world: first day after the holidays
I’ll keep it short and easy: after YEARS of waiting for this moment, it has finally arrived. And now you’re telling me I gotta go to fucking work tomorrow? Unbelievable! I’d like to just stay here and be with him.
I’ve been feeling a bit crap as well with all the comedown and still feeling so fat. It’s been an emotional rollercoaster of a trip, and sometimes I think what would HE think if he saw me and could process with his little brain that his own father is fucking reddit doomscrolling. Yknow kids are so impressionable, and they end up emulating their own parents because they think it makes them grown up.
And I’m like damn there has to be much more about adulthood than just doomscroll, bitching online and whining lol.
Anyway the point I’m tryina say is that I’m gonna go and sign up to the gym tomorrow. an ACTUAL gym and start working out. I’m gonna worry about cleaning up the house later tomorrow lol yeah.
Another big news: ain’t nothing like a celebration without some spending! I bought myself a FM1. Fucking excited as hell despite already owning a MPC Live 2 LOL. I guess it’s just TOO BIG for my small dainty little hands.
Check out all the cool firmwares ppl are vibecoding with it. Now THAT’s some sweet shit!